I waited til I saw the sun
I dont know why I didnt come
I left you by the house of fun
I dont know why I didnt come
I dont know why I didnt come
When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand
My heart is drenched in wine
But youll be on my mind
Forever
Out across the endless sea
I would die in ecstasy
But Ill be a bag of bones
Driving down the road along
My heart is drenched in wine
But youll be on my mind
Forever
Something has to make you run
I dont know why
I didnt come
I feel as empty as a drum
I dont know why
I didnt come
I dont know why
I didnt come
I dont know why
I didnt come

it didnt come.
its so freaking cold today.
its gonna be okayy. like i always said. it will be.

i woke up to a 14degrees cold yet sunny Shanghai feeling sleepy and lost.

the wind was pretty strong and freezing.
my hands are icy cold.










i just wish that 28th of november would come faster.

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